Okay. There's peeps currently mugging at the cc now. Don't know why i don't feel like going. Maybe i'm taking a break from all the craze. But i am truly, sorely disappointed by my results. It's the kind that sends you nowhere. Gaahh. Yingting said i should be motivated to do better by my horrible results but i guess there's really two types of 'bad' results.
One are those that gets you going and spur you on. For example, a B3 grade. You'll be like i'm almost there! Gotta work hard! But then, MY kind of results are like "OMG. you should go and kill yourself." I really feel like giving up.
I was trying to calculate my L1R5 and the number is horrifying. And i was only at my second subject. I was thinking, should i continue? Then Ivan was like, " I think you better stop. I think you shouldn't take o levels lah."
Crap. I don't even freaking have an A. A!!! This is so not my standard! I'm totally freaking out. How? What should i do? Nothing is really spurring me on. Nothing.
500 days of summer.
