I don't know what to say. Sitting on the bench, waiting for the bus and thinking about a lot of things. Then rain started to fall and for a moment, i want to let the tears i've been holding for so long fall too. Even the sky cried for me. The drizzle grew to a pour, like the tears seizing my lungs until i could not breathe. There was a thunder and i felt my heart splitting. I listened to
all around me, and the tune just make me want to break my composure and scream
you fucking bastard!
I'm tired of starting the conversation first, tired of following you, giving in to everything. I'm tired of trying, sick of crying, yeah i'm smiling but inside i'm dying. Sometimes, you have to run away to see who will follow you. I hate the way i don't hate you, not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all.
Why did i bother?
Can't find any english song as apt as this.
