
You, you, you. I hate you. I hate you because even though i don't feel so strongly about you anymore, i still want to share my stories with you. I want to tell you the mediocre things that happened today, the daily boring matters, what i ate, what i had and what i'm doing right now. I like to ask how's your day, the funny things, the random stuff because i really miss you. But you're such a bastard. A completely ignorant, selfish and arrogant bastard. You'll never know the surprise when i receive a text from you, the smile that spreads across my face when you tell me something stupid, the anticipation of waiting for your reply. You will never. Because i had expectations unlike you. And so i'm letting go. No expectations, no disappointment. I can live with that.
Wait, you're not worth my entire post.
So here goes, had an actual pe for the first time after the holidays! Didn't think that there would be running involved so i ditched my running shoe. Bad decision. Had to make do with kelly's shoe but they're a tad too small. So my feet hurt. Then it was swimming! Been long since i last went swimming too haha. Jiaqing was a lucky boy today and we got relay. Whoo sprinting is mad exhaustive but caterpillar in water was really awesomeee! And i feel very tofu, jelly like today. My stupid hands JUST WON'T STOP TREMBLING. It's weird really. Weird things are happening to me.