I feel like there's a hole in my heart. Almost like a blackhole, devouring me of my purpose, goal, motivation and replacing it with emptiness. Somedays like today, i would feel so damn effing hollow that i'm on the verge of breaking down and giving up. I don't know how to stop this, how to get back on track and i hate to regret before realizing what and whats not. I want to make mistakes now, cry, laugh and be stronger. Live life like i could at this age. To me, there's plenty of things that you can do at a certain age and once you passed the limit, it's too weird. Time flies pass so rapidly, it shocks me when i take a step back and breathe. It is when i stop and think that it dawns upon me that the year is ending, the worst is nearing. And i do miss a lot of people. I miss them so much, i disconnect with the rest of the world that is devoid of them. There's so many things i wanna do, but it's been really hectic and those dreams of mine would have to wait. And hopefully the wait would come to an end.
