Yeah that's how I feel actually. Perhaps I always have a way to sabotage my relationships?
There's a saying FEAR REGRET ;NOT FAILURE.
I mean I don't know. There seem to be some kind of mechanism in me that yearn for something I don't have and when it's within my reach, I back out. Always. Always like this. Though reading the messages left me a little wounded, I couldn't blame him for that kind of response I guess. Ahh damn.
Well anyway, there's some issue on uploading the images. Freak. Just when I wanted to add some life to my wordy post, it screwed up. I got essay to do and a couple of worksheets. Wish life is a little easier. School seem to go by like a blur. I look forward to recess since the first period and after recess, I want to go home. Days just seem to pass like this. Recently, I just couldn't get into the momentum of listening in class and studying. I'm sure to doze off for every lesson and when I get home, I get glued to the tv from seven to twelve. I hate school.
There are some things that we look forward to in life and for me, it's traveling. I couldn't stop marveling when I watched Travel and living last night. They went skiing/hiking through the Alps! From France to Switzerland to Italy I guess. It was wonderful. The great scenery and all that adventure! It's my kind of place.
I finally opened the bottle of pomegranate wine from Korea! To my utter dismay, it tasted like red wine. But perhaps a little more subtle and sugary. Still, it was quite a drink! I think i'm gonna drink gin and tonic today. Oh, I didn't realize the alcohol percentage for dry gin is 47.3%! Hahaha. No wonder it gets me all warm and fuzzy.
Catch a movie tomorrow?
